Burnt

Oh, this has got nothing to do with my last entry about the fire next door that happened last Friday, but I'm referring to me and Hubs, who are worn out and in my case, have burnt most of my midnight oil already, trying to get everything in order after our 3-week break in M'sia.

God, with Aisyah already hitting the 'Terrible Two' stage, mmg suka sgt la dia merengek2, dan melalak2, kemudian tunjuk perasaan. Nak mandi struggle, dah sudah mandi, nak berenti mandi struggle, nak pakai baju struggle... sanggup tu lari2 around the house naked x nak pakai lampin punya pasal. Pastu Hubs reported that skang when I am at school, Aisyah akan menangis sometimes up to 2 hours just 'looking for Mummy'. And she's uber quick on her toes as well, budak itu. She'd messed up one corner, and just as you get out the hoover to clean up that corner, she'd already be half way through her next 'project'. Mcm mana x worn out? *scratching my head*

X tahu la dia nak adjust lps balik Msia ke, dia sakit nak tumbuh gigi ke, dia dah masuk umur 2 tahun ke, but between her buat2 babak air mata and her actual sickness yg menyebabkan dia berjaga mlm (ada 2, 3 mlm jg jaga from 1 am - 4 am, merengek2 x nak tido), both of us skang kena mcm flu symptoms, but rasanya sbb masing2 exhausted je. It had only been a week since we've arrived, tp maybe we're trying too hard to make it seem like semua dah in place kot. Apa x nya, the groceries needed to be shopped, the clothes needed to be washed, hung and folded, tiap2 kali waktu mkn kena masak, and then clean after. We arrived on Saturday after travelling non-stop for more than 24 hours straight, then on Monday both me and Hubs dah masuk kerja like normal. Mlm2 berjaga sbb Aisyah kurg sihat plak. And for me, ada time2 kena sleep late and wake up at 3.30 am just to finish my testing. My ass is soooo on the line, sbb ada satu paper kena finish before end of next week, but I have yet to obtain a significant result. Mmg it was due la for me utk jatuh sakit huhu...

Ok la, I need rest. Mata berair2 and panas, hidung plak gatal, and suara serak2. Same goes for Hubs. Doa kan kitoarg cpt sembuh ye....