... the more I learn how little I know (Socrates).
That's what I feel right now. Rasa mcm I'm not going to (have the time) to understand all of it anyways. Mmg benda susah pon. Mmg benda yg x pernah dipelajari seumur hidup pun mula la nak marahkan education system kita atau silibus degree yg cover surface2 aje. Rasa mcm aduhaiii, byk nya yg masih perlu dipelajari. Dan persoalan mampukah? mampukah? pon bole memenuhi benak fikiran. Time is so not my best friend right now. Tau2 je dah mlm. Tau2 je dah siang. What the?
Tp x de la nak quit. I just feel... SMALL.... *sigh*
Rasa small ni bagus jg. Menjadi kita humble apa mengenangkan betapa luasnya ilmu Allah. Memaksa diri utk lebih push ke hadapan. Tp kalo pikir lebih2, bisa bikin kepala pusing! Oh Allah, permudahkanlah diriku memenuhi amanah di bahuku...
Just got to remember, every path has its puddle. When care is pressing you down a bit, rest, if you must, but don't you quit. Teruskan berjuang!
PS: gambar tu masa summer itu hari. Dah winter ni mana pernah nak bole pakai baju selapis mcm tu...
2 comments:
i think if a phd student tak go through this phase (at least once) mmg dia bukan buat phd, tapi syiok sendiri.. hihi.. anyways, time will never be on our side will it? just have to kuatkan semangat n move forward :)
tun:
ur right. mmg smgt kena kuat sgt. i tgh sket down masa entry ni ditulis. tp sat ni br lps borak with my lab mate, smgt itu perked back. PhD (and life) is full of ups and downs la katakan...
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