Submission

Rupa2nya dah sebulan tepat aku x tulis apa2 entry baru di blog ni. So for the entire month of June, nil, nada, zilch, huhu... Bukanlah busy sgt, and minat or idea utk menulis tu tetap ada, tp aku yg buat condition utk diri sendiri, iaitu, selagi aku x siap and submit correction thesis aku, aku x kan buat apa2 penulisan yg lain, especially yg lagha and seronok2 mcm blog ni huhu. Padahal bulan Jun ni la mcm2 entry bole buat, from anniversary kami yg ke-8, bday aku, bday Aisyah, progress Zayd, naik kerja after maternity leave, etc..etc... Tp sudahnya habuk pon tarak. Xpe la, lps ni aku cuba qadha entries (angan2 la ni).

So, with this entry, officially aku dah submit correction today, after about 5 months post-viva, Alhamdulillah. I got there in the end, walaupon slow. It's getting to the point that aku rasa mcm embarrassing giler, sbb ada bbrp org dah start tanya,'ko dpt major correction ke, lama benor masa diorg kasi utk wat correction' (typically, masa utk minor correction is anything from 1 -3 months, and major can range 6 mths to a year, depending on the severity of the correction). 

Sebenarnya, aku dpt minor alhamdulillah, tp aku request extension 2 kali (loser rasanya). Tp terpaksa la, sbb dlm 5 bulan ni jg la aku balik Msia, nak adapt to new life, then bersalin (c-sec lg), recuperate, kuar masuk NICU n klinik kesihatan, berpantang, then nk adapt life dgn org baru (ololo Zayd mucuk2 manja Mummy tu...), naik kerja di bilik baru, cari proofreader dan mcm2 lg aku pon dh x brp nk ingat event2 dia, but imagine je lah ye. Celah2 busy tu, asal ada free je mmg squeeze buat thesis, but this is as fast as my Pentium II goes (haha, serious rasa tua and byk mati neurons lps bersalinkan Zayd. Nasib baik aku pilih utk viva sblm bersalin ari tu, kalo balik Msia terus lps submit tesis ari tu and then aim utk defend viva lps bersalin, which is right about now, cerah harapan aku major correction or re-submission huhu, sbb ingatan aku x coherent sgt dek x cukup tido and exhaustion with daily life. Tu belom amik kira nak tinggal or bawak Zayd sbb dia kan menetek, syukur lah aku x yah pikir2 psl ni). 

Goodness knows, this past week Zayd ada habit baru yakni tido pkl 3 pg. SubhanAllah...! The peak was last night, pecah rekod x tido from 11 mlm to 4.40 pg. Dah la dgn ahri nia ku ada a few bits nak buat before submit thesis kan. Aiyooo... zomba aku hari ni, terus demam, sakit tekak and selsema lps submit td. Ni pon pakai mask dpn anak2. Nasib baik ada stock face mask sbb jerebu hari tu.

Esok patutnya kursus 3 hari, tp mcm kena tarik diri kot, nak amik MC. Maybe Allah nak suh aku jaga  anak2 and jaga diri sendiri yg dah lama terabai kot (di samping kaffarah dosa2 aku). Apapon, doakan aku cpt2 baik ye. Bole main dgn the kids sepenuh jiwa raga. God, I miss them! (yes, even when Mummy ala2 lose temper sbb you x tido mlm Zayd sayang weih hehe). 

Oh speaking of the man, he turned exactly 4 months today (1 Julai 2013). That is another motivation utk aku menulis hari ni, walaupon hingus aku running non-stop as I am writing this (gross!). Ala... bukan bole tido pon, the munchkins x tido lg ni... Harap2nya dah bertukar bulan ni jadual tido dia adjust balik, aminnn...