Hari ni aku amik cuti rehat last minute. Bkn sebab apa2 pon, tp saja rasa mengantuk yg amat sgt, walhal semlm aku masuk tido pkl 9 p.m lagi. Org kata, kalo dah dekat2 nak deliver tu, body mmg akan rasa mengantuk yg lain mcm, spt nak tido all day long, x larat nak wat benda lain. Konon, bdn menyimpan tenaga la utk the Big Day. Ntah la, kalo betul bagus.
Lagi satu, smlm aku ada rasa sakit kat area bwh perut tu, yg mcm ala2 nak period tp belom la tahap senggugut kuat pon. Lama jugak la rasa x selesa tu, siap terberhenti2 masa ngaji and that's partly why aku tido awal. Agak mencemaskan coz adik ipar aku telah membuat firasat yg kononnya dia bermimpi aku bersalin on the 6th June. Siap komen hidung aku dah kembang la, dahi berkilat la, mcm2 lg la tanda org yg dah dekat sgt nak bersalin ni. Yo-yo-oh je. But still, masa sakit tu dtg n pergi smlm, aku x terlps drpd terfikir, betul ke prediction minah ni? Especially when Hubs is away on a course in Melaka. Too scary to even think that I'll be going into labour alone!
In addition, yea, perut aku dah drop. Bole rasa kosong di area bawah dada. It's a weird sensation bila mandi shower, air kena kat bhg perut yg dah empty, bcoz usually the water hit the bulging part where the baby was at. Maka bertambah2 la aku x keruan smlm, but I didn't tell a soul. X nak la semua org kecoh out of nothing plak!
Anyway, since it's already 5 in the evening of 6th June, aku rasa x betul la instinct dia tuh. I'm not too sure whether the cramps last night were just Braxton-Hicks or the result of sitting too long at my desk whilst at work, so apa2 pon aku amik cuti la ari ni. Kalo ikutkan aku mmg malas sgt dah nak gi keja. X de mood dah pon. Plus, kalo aku dok umah, mcm2 aku leh buat, termasuk la mengaji lebih sket. Time2 dah dekat ni patut berlebih2 lg la amalan wat penghapus dosa agar dimudahkan bersalin. Ralat betul aku kena keja hujung2 nih.
Speaking of amalan, I am continually thankful of all the 'petua's or tips yg diberikan oleh mereka yg well-meaning. As for as Doa goes, aku akan cuba amalkan la. Mana yg sempat hafal aku akan teruskan, yg mana tidak, aku akan cuba ingatkan. One thing that annoys me is when org bg nasihat that sometimes contradict with each other, or even worst, with medical advice. Contoh la, suruh byk kan bersama suami hujung2 ni, but with a previous case of placenta previa, x valid nasihat org tuh. Or suruh minum air kelapa, but then some say air kelapa tu tajam. Or suruh avoid mkn ulam sbb angin (?), but kena mkn sayur byk. Ntah la, konfius plak aku. And don't get me started on air selusuh la, sampai skang aku still x jelas bila agaknya org start minum. Skjp kata skang la sblm sakit, skjp kata masa dah turun tanda, skjp kata masa dah nak push. Wallahu a'lam bis sawab...
Yg aku tahu, Doktor dah advice aku suruh byk kan exercize. So if you see a big, huge round thing strolling around UPM's trek this evening, do not panic. It's not the Horrible Walking Pumpkin Monster, that would just be me, trying to get a good walk while coaxing my baby to descend further down. Wanna bet on how many laps I can squeeze? :P
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